You’re always there for me when i need you the most, last night proved that. I’ve never gone from feeling so crap to so happy that quickly before, i really expected to stay upset all night. You’re truly the most amazing perfect thing to ever happen to me and i’m so rubbish with words in person and i just never do manage to say the right things, so i wanted to tell you all of this last night but i failed as usual.
I love every second i spend with you and i think its been noticed by a few people that we do spend a hell of a lot of time together, i’m never bored though, i could never spend as much time with anyone as i do with you. I would either have to sleep through it or i’d just get annoyed with them and stop having decent conversations.
You make me smile and laugh so much, you really do underestimate how much you make me laugh, just because i havent found a few things funny. You should remember everytime youve made me giggle from squeezing my hand or being sausage roll or the grin on our faces when we say pasty.
I’m so comfortable around you, as cliche as it sounds you really are my best friend and my boyfriend, we’ve both said we depend on each other a lot, i genuinely crave your hugs every second i’m not with you and i always think about your gorgeous little grin you get when i say something you like. I spend most of the time i’m not with you day dreaming about all the things that happened that got us to this point, the tiny conversations that have caused amazing changes.
When i say i feel like the luckiest girl in the world i truly mean it, there could of been so many things from the past that would of changed everything dramatically and could of caused us to never meet, i met my dream come true because of such a long chain of events.
I’ve never let myself get so close to anyone so quickly, i’ve always been very careful that way, but there was always something about you where i felt i could tell you anything, we had one amazing friendship, we looked after each other so much when it was necessary, i would of been a complete mess without you there for me.
You really are my idea of perfection, regardless of any opinions you have of yourself, you make me the happiest i have ever been and you should love yourself for that alone. I love being cuddled up in bed with you, you make me feel so safe and wanted and complete. I love everything about you, the way you talk (keep that accent strong :P) your perfect smile, your nommeh arms x), well your body in general, your ways of thinking and the way you care about those around you, your eyes and your hair and your hands and your laugh.
Obviously i have no idea what the future holds but i really hope youre in it because i can’t picture myself without you and i certainly don’t want to imagine you with anyone else. I’ll never ever forget the first time i met you, or our first kiss or the moment you asked me to be yours. I have the most perfect boyfriend in the world<3 I love you to the end of space and back!<3
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